Feelings

Right now?I don't feel anything good...

I feel low, 
I feel depressed,
I feel aimless.
I want to do something I love
Or even just love something that I am doing.
I feel I am running vaguely, Competing,
But not actually knowing what I want.
I don't know what I want
But people around me seem to know what I need.
I am frustrated, 
I am tired,
I am fed up, 
I am angry,
I am sad,
I am not excited,
I am not laughing my heart out.
I don't feel amazing,
I don't feel the happiness like I should,
I don't feel that feeling of just being able to celebrate myself,
I don't feel enthusiastic,
I don't feel the pain,
But I do feel the PRESSURE..
AND WE ALL KNOW THAT IT'S DRIVING US ALL CRAZY.

-Niharika Sonar